when the day gets tougher

i am currently down by the fact that the bump on my eye could not go away.

and that i have to see an eye doctor to see if it can be removed. it's honestly disappointing and the thought of it makes me lose my appetite and mood :( i find it hard to smile at times but i know there sure is a solution to it. tough days are here :/

finding a job is equally diff as well. but i know i can't give up now..